One of the central tenets of Christian spirituality (and indeed much non-Christian spirituality, too) is the necessity of dying to self -- that is, the false self that culture, our own egos, and other people claim us to be, versus our True Self named and held by God. This process of gradual dying to self climaxes in the physical death of the body. Yet, every time an element of the false self is surrendered to this necessary dying, there is a likely felt sense of loss and perhaps pain. The Paschal Mystery promises us that no death, neither the “big” death at the end of life, nor any of the “small” deaths along the way, is a permanent state, However, Jesus’ own journey illustrates ever the most hope-filled surrender of self can still be trying. The cumulative effect of these trials can become burdensome, unless we are continually drawing from a Source of energy and vitality that is raising our True Self to life even as the false self passes away. Jesus was connected to this source through his intimate relationship with the one he calls “Father,” and we are throwing open our connections to that same Source by our contemplative practices. Through the practiced openness of contemplation, we are filled with waters of life to keep our Spirit from being “dried up” by necessary and healthy deaths. Contact us at 314-578-0062 or [email protected]!